As I listen to global and local leaders evaluating problems and proposing solutions, I am arrested by the contradictory rhetoric in our public discourse. My friends on the Left tout “structural issues” such as “capitalism/colonialism” and “poverty” as “root causes” for anarchy and violence, including Islamic militancy. On the Right, I hear shrill calls for “personal responsibility” and “traditional values” and passionate calls for an end to the globalism and socialism infecting our institutions.

The horrific tragedy in Arizona is being exploited by politicians who want to restrict “violent” rhetoric – and in the process irrevocably change the intent of the First Amendment.

I am heartsick and hopeful as I pen these words. Colleagues and friends have shared tragic stories of emotional and physical pain. At the same moment I am absorbing their concerns, I am happily awaiting the arrival of my adult children for Christmas. My heart is bursting with gratitude for my family and breaking with empathy for some friends.

When I observe the shenanigans in Washington DC – on both sides of the aisle – I feel like I am living in an M.C. Escher print or a Salvador Dali painting. Nothing is as it seems. We have Nancy Pelosi berating Republicans for adding debt that our children and grandchildren will have to pay back to China. Of course, her leadership only added about $3 trillion to the price tag! We have “conservatives” making sure their earmarks are in place. It feels like Nero is fiddling while Rome burns.

We now have a President in favor of tax breaks for all…and the Republicans are again on their heels in the perception game. Add to this the earmarks that even Rand Paul is approving and you have the pathway to a Democratic victory in 2012.